Taylor Swift's song... this song has been on repeat more than once this week:
You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
(Died for you)
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
i've spent so long trying to define myself by something and someone. but that's not right! i have so much to offer, and so much to give... to someone in a relationship, or a friendship, or i even have so much to offer to myself. i haven't really been taking advantage of that.
if i could just learn to take advantage of my talents, of all the good things about me, i could do so much. i just need to learn to take care of myself and be my own wonderful, sweet girl.
or, as my dear friend morgan would put it...
you're just so amazing.
i'm really not being concited. but i think i just need some morale boosting.
i've had a tough week, mmmkay? but this one WILL be better.
:]
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