Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday, but I realized some bigger dreams in live.

*steal!*

Make a list of 5 things you can see:
1. a yellow bowl
2. My pretty nails, french manicure with silver artistry.
3. A sign telling me that "It's A Wonderful Life"
4. Candles, unlit.
5. Taylor Swift CD case.

Would you ever get plastic surgery?
No. As much as i'd sometimes like to look different than I do, I think it's disrespectful to the body that you've been given.

Is there anything in your fridge right now that you would never eat/drink?
Ugh, yes. Have you seen what my mother eats? lol.

What's your occupation?
Student, or will be. Dreamer.

Do you nap a lot?
No, I wish.

What was your first celebrity crush?
Orlando Bloom, then James Franco. What can I say? I had a type.

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Supernatural [dur].

What are you listening to right now?
Hey Stephen, by Taylor Swift. [I wish I could say something totally awesome, like that i jam to Metallica, but I dance around and sing along.]

What was the last text message you received?
"Your hair, my dear, is fabulous. You are quite a beautiful young woman."
Aw, thanks, Wade. :D

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Start at email, then twitter [I'm there for Misha, who rarely lets me down], blogs, and facebook.

What was the last thing you bought?
Fearless, Taylor Swift.

Can you whistle?
When I need to. ;]

Dog or Cat?
Dog. Cats, I love love love, but they kill me.

What is your zodiac sign?
Cancer, which probably tells you more than you need to know... {{Sheldon: Yes... it tells us that you participate in the mass cultural delusion that the sun's apparent position relevant to arbitrarily defined constellations at the time of your birth somehow affects your personality.}}

Name a song that makes you think about a ship/character that you like lately.
Everything, by Lifehouse... it's a freaking BEAUTIFUL song, but more than that, it's the J2 HS AU. It almost made me cry!
But let's face it... There probably isn't a song alive that doesn't remind me of Supernatural. :D

Weird dream:
Honestly, can't remember many these days.
Which in and of it's self is weird.

Do you have any siblings?
One eleven year old sister, one eight year old Lilith, and one little brother, seven.

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
How much more perfect for each other could we be? Oh, right, if you NOTICED.

What are your plans for next weekend?
Hopefully double date, Rachelle's mom's wedding.

I suppose I can only half way relate with the protagonist [Taylor Swift, the blonde] because most of the time I am the one in high heels, and I've only recently discovered the virtues of a good old t-shirt. But, at the same time, I definitely know that feeling, the whole well obviously I'm perfect for you, why on earth would you even look anywhere else?
Also, I would scalp for glasses like hers.

Remember The Time You Drove All Night?

I'm kinda in love with this song:

This is the first day of my life, I swear
I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me

Nope, not about anyone in particular. Just love the conception.

Also, here's my plug:
imeem.com is a new music site where you can make playlists and share music with your friends. Miss Amy showed it to me a few months ago, but I just barely started an accout. Love it thus far!

BLAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

see more Lolcats and funny pictures

Lolcatz. Where have they been all my life?

Give Yourself Away, Feel The Wind Blow...

I am done with high school... And don'tcha come back no more, no more.
It's just so surreal at this point, I guess things aren't sinking in. I'm never going to see some of my friends again.
I'm sure I'll be upset, when it really does sink in, but honestly? The people who I would miss the very most, well they're not going anywhere. I'm keeping them in my life. The rest of the people, even the ones that I thought I'd keep with me, well... The fact that they're not still around tells me everything I need to know.
I've heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason, teaching something we must learn and we are drawn to those who help us most to grow if we let them, and we help them in return.
It's true. The other day I was thinking about what would've happened if my parents had given into my fits and not made me move here. My life, and the lives of the people I know now, and knew then, would be so drastically different.

As I look back over my high school experiences, I can't say with any definitiveness whether any single event was good or bad. Hindsight is twenty twenty, and everything has helped mold me into who I am today. Whether it was pressure pushing me on all sides, forcing me to change shape, or parts of me I wanted in place being shaved off, or simply the growing pains that everyone experiences, what I've come to realize is I don't know anything. And because I don't know anything, I have everything to learn. And I am now in a position to learn everything... [but not in a weird Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull kind of way] with nothing but the wind to my back, and my learning experiences to push me forward in directions that I should go.



In other news, I wish that graduating from high school was a get out of jail free card to emotional maturity. But I guess that comes with time, and moving the heck away from here.

I'm Not Bleeding On The Inside.

Yesterday was my last day of high school EVER! I'm so glad.
Also, yesterday I got my hair dyed, and at the same time had a great therapy session. Sean, my new stylist, is AMAZING. And he did a great time. I recommend him to everyone who even needs a haircut... And his prices are really reasonable. His salon is in Bodyworks Gym.
And last night i got to hang out with Tara. So much fun! We went to the NPC art show, then to Native New Yorker for dinner. I love hanging out with that girl. :]
My sweet little Grammy and Grandpa are in town! They're darling, and Grammy was my little best friend the whole time I was a littlie. I love her. :]
And the best of all...

DING, DONG, THE WITCH IS DEAD!!!
Wow! Talk about an awesome plot twist! I always thought that she was a freakin stupid... Ugh. I can't come up with the right words for what a jerk she is... But Eloise always has been STOOPID. I'm sooo glad she's dead. And Bobby's still around! But even if Bobby had died, and Cas hadn't been a total BAMF and saved Dean, nothing could be better than the boys ending the episode in each other's arms. to quote someone far more obsessed than me:
ANYONE WHO EVER THOUGHT THAT SAM WINCHESTER DIDN'T LOVE DEAN UNTIL THE EFFING ENDS OF THE UNIVERSE WAS TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY WRONG.
Trufax.

Anyways, loved it.

And tonight to a party with Tea, after seeing my Sunbeam and raiding Shay's stuff. Love!

xoxo!

Oh Please...

I'm in love.
:]
With this movie! There is not enough happy in the world, more specifically, in my world.
Tomorrow is the last day of school. EVAR. Well, until college at least. Last day of high school.
Can't wait to be finished.

Back on track.
This video made me CRY. Too much beautiful.
I need to smile more. :]

Real blog someday soon.

Dear Kripke: Mission Accomplished.

Actually, I stole that from Missyjack on livejournal.

But SERIOUSLY!! I'm pretty sure after last night, I will NEVER be happy again.
Ever.

And to make things worse, I can't even post the video. But here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8LTbXMF_s4

Ten, Nine, Eight, Seven...

Ten things you wish you could say to ten different people.

10. Way to suck at everything ever. I'll be hanged if I let you drag me down with you.
9. I blame you for single-handedly giving me the ulcer I'm sure is developing.
8. You are emotionally immature. That is NOT MY FAULT, and I need to stop letting it get to me.
7. Actually, I did mean it.
6. I can't put anything here, because there's nothing I wouldn't say to you.
5. Thanks for being a tool to the nth degree. My absloute adoration officially ends... Now. No, now. Now. Then.
4. I wish I could be there for you more than I am... As it is, I love you to bits and can't wait to get more of you.
3. You break my heart when you're not who I know you to be. I'm not sure which of us you're lying to.
2. Every day, I have to remind myself to forgive you. Never works.
1. You're not who I thought you were. Cliche, I know, but it hits me every time, and hurts me every time.

Nine things about myself.
9. I don't have the budget or figure to dress the way I'd like to.
8. I don't sugar coat anymore.
7. Yep, I Twitter. AND I LIKE IT.
6. I've not had my phone a month, and I am totally dependent on it.
5. I am so incredibly eclectic, I can't even follow me most of the time.
4. Billy Joel is one of my favorite singers... EVER.
3. I'm single, and right now I wouldn't have it any other way.
2. I'm slowly but surely cutting everyone out of my life that doesn't need to be there. Nothing- actually, yeah. It is personal.
1. I love ellipses.

Eight ways to win my heart.
8. Make me laugh.
7. Make me laugh.
6. Make me laugh.
5. Make me laugh.
4. Make me laugh.
3. Make me laugh.
2. Make me laugh.
1. Save my life.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot.
7. y=-(sin(x^(1.7/6)+4)+(1/x))+10 [bahahaha... Prolly only Sunbeam will get this.]
6. Random lyrics.
5. Squee!
4. BORED.
3. Only seven more days... Seven more days... Seven more days...
2. Why are we not making out right now? Right. You're dumb.
1.

Six things I do before I fall asleep
6. Take out contacts.
5. Brush teeth/put in retainer
4. Pray.
3. Roll over six times. More or less.
2. Snuggle with bear, usually Pip.
1. Set alarm clock.

Five people who mean a lot (in no particular order).
5. Mom
4. Dad [both of them]
3. Kathy
2. Sisters
1. Me. :]

Four things you're wearing right now.
4. AE jeans
3. leather bracelet
2. black tank top
1. skivvies.

Three songs that you listen to often.
3. Anything Iron and Wine
2. The Quiz, Hello Saferide
1. Popular, Wicked [sadie is doing it for a talent show]

Two things you want to do before you die.
2. COMICON.
1. Get married... rafta and all. :]

One confession.
1. I, obviously, open my heart FAR too easily. It's a habit i'm trying to break.

Are you there? it's me, cass.