ugh.
Can I just vent for a minute about how much I HATE acadec? I seriously do. May I'm just a lonely, bitter old hag, maybe I'm too conservitave for my own good... But I'm sick of all these new kids. Acadec has always had a flow, if you will, and now? It's gone. I'm sick of things not being the way they're supposed to be! And with Ms. Abel gone, I actually have to, ya know, participate. *shudders* It reminded me why I bury myself in a facade of stupid blonde and clulessness, because as soon as I start to let myself go, let my intelligence and self shine, I fall on my face. Rather, the expectations I have fall on their faces.
Is it so wrong to expect people to behave civilly? If so, please let me know now... I'm sick of expecting people to be one way, and finding out they're very much different people.
I hate that I'm lonely.
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I'm sorry, sweetheart. I wish I could make you happy, but you're going to have to find it on your own.
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These are the Days
The Exies
The more i talk the less i say
When the words get in the way
Loneliness is so hard
Loneliness is so hard
Ordinary i confess
Living under house arrest
Maybe i belong here
Maybe i belong
Suddenly there's beauty in
The way my heart is caving in
And every scar reminds me how I can't deny
These are the days that last forever
A time in my life i won't surrender
For better or worse, these are the days
In my life I’ve loved no other
We all have pain, we all have suffered
For better or worse, these are the days
I will remember
The more i learn, the less i know
The final act of letting go
Of everything that life takes
The reason why my heart breaks
Suddenly there's comfort in
The way the world comes crashing in
And every tear reminds me I’m alive tonight
These are the days that last forever
A time in my life i won't surrender
For better or worse, these are the days
In my life I’ve loved no other
We all have pain, we all have suffered
For better or worse, these are the days
I will remember
The more i talk, the less i say
When the words get in the way
Loneliness is so hard
Loneliness is so hard
Ordinary i confess
Living under house arrest
Maybe i belong here
Maybe i belong
These are the days that last forever
A time in my life i won't surrender
For better or worse, these are the days
In my life I’ve loved no other
We all have pain, we all have suffered
For better or worse, these are the days
I will remember
I will remember
I will remember
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